|Naruto FanFictions - Dear Diary
Name - Dear Diary
I remember the first time I meet him... lame, that was my first thought. Did he have no sense of fashion!? Green, red, orange, blue and then the shinny bowl cut! Not to mention the eyebrows. ::laughs:: But somehow I don-t really see that anymore. When I look at him I only see his insides and that makes him handsome... more handsome then Sasuke? I am still struggling with that. I guess the confusion (switch over?) started that day in the forest of death... I was so weak back then; I thought I was going to die. Then at the last minute, just like a hero should, he appeared... Why was all I could say. "I will always appear when you are in trouble." Those words came back "I will protect you till you die" seemingly meaningless the first time told me, however now he was proving it. That was more then I could say for myself. I was completely in love with Sasuke (or maybe just infatuated?) and I did nothing but follow him around and bask in his shadow. I was unable to help him with his dream or contribute to his growth in any way. Dream... if that-s what you call that. Living for the sole purpose of killing ones sibling... then what? All that strength was worthless... but I didn-t see that then. Lee on the other hand has everything: a pure heart, strength and a goal in life to be proud of... the genius of hard work they say. After the fight with Gaara I started to see this... the type of man he is. He inspires me to try harder.
I wonder if Naruto will ever get over me, he just isn-t my type. One time when I was really down I considered giving Naruto a chance, a shitty attempt to get over Sasuke. But as I thought about it more it just didn-t work, I couldn-t force myself to like someone. That reminds me! Ino was making fun of me for bringing "fuzzy eyebrows" a flower and said I had some competition. I asked her what she was talking about and she said she saw Tenten at the hospital visiting Lee. For some reason that made me mad, I realized later it was jealously. I was at the hospital later that day and Tenten was there with Neji. It made me wonder... but I noticed the looks she gave Neji and I knew there was no need to worry. I know that look all to well... It-s the way I used to look at Sasuke... the way I am beginning to look at Lee... Is it possible I could be falling for him? Is it possible this is what love feels like? Was Sasuke just a drawn out infatuation? I don-t know... I can-t think about it anymore... good night.
Дата публикации: 14.01.2008
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